sweet confusion

i keep on asking why i feel this
'cause it's like there's someone that i miss.
i can't concentrate on what i'm doing
'cause i don't know why i have this feeling

as time passes by,
i keep on wondering why:
"why do i have this feeling,
and what do you call this thing?"

sometimes i stare in the horizon
as if lies beyond is the answer to my question.
question of my confused emotion
in so much need of introspection

but one day, someone mentioned your name,
i think it got me insane
it seems my body is paralyzed
when there's something i realized

my heart beats faster
feels like i'm in a roller coaster
where i can barely move
'cause it occurred, he's the one i'm thinking of.


(2010 poetry)