"so you still care about him?"

he was my first true love.

maybe my greatest love.

he meant everything to me. he was my world.


we once shared a lot of things, and he once made me really happy.
of course, i still care for him.

but feelings fade.
people hurt people -- no matter how many times we tell them we love them.
we hurt them, they hurt us.

and that's it, pain changes everything.
you can't blame someone if he chose to give up while you didn't.
you can't decide whether you hurt someone or not.


i'm not bitter, i swear. but yes,
i still care.